"Even after everything you’ve put me through, I’d still stay up all night just to talk to you. And I’d do it every night, for the rest of my life, just to hear your voice."
— (via vxguewaves)
I’m feeling overwhelmed with how much I miss him and I know I need to stay away but it’s still hard. All I want to do is tell him how much I miss him and get a hug, but I also know how much it’ll break my heart all over again when he treats me like a footnote in his life.
"Why did you show me all these movies, shows and music. What once brought me happiness now reminds me of you and all this aching, all this pain. It washes over me and I can no longer enjoy that which we shared. The memories are too strong and painful for me. I’m sure you barely even flinch as you listen to them, as you watch them, as you remember them. But for me the memories are crippling. Just as you used to steal my breath away you still do it to this day."
— So many things I haven’t been able to watch or listen to because they make me think of him.
"One of the hardest things you’ll ever have to do is to stop loving someone because they’ve stopped loving you."
— I don’t know that I can. I’ve never really been able to stop loving someone once they were in my heart.
"Perhaps this is what the stories meant when they called somebody heartsick. Your heart and your stomach and your whole insides felt empty and hollow and aching."
— Gabriel Garcia Marquez (via harderdaddyharder)